2003-04-27T08:36:00.000-07:00

now ish 23rd april....
today is the javelin competition...haiz....unlucky me...still haf the injury....sad..sad....think most of my frenz dint noe about this....so not much support given...hahaz...its ok...think they are too busy....the jav comp starts early....and i was the second thrower....the weather looks fine hahaz....juz hoping to see MiRaClEs today..................
me dun seem quite tense....recalled the article on sports pschology last night.....quite effective....breath in 1..2..3..4....hold.....breathe out...1..2...3...4....hahaz...i dint do that bad...(i expected lousier results..hahaz...)...end up i gort second...it hink the tohers too tense...dint perform well...except fot one...kian...hahaz...the same old him....think he really wants to beat me.....hahaz....me alittle sad....but still ok....actually not at all....cos i know i tried my best....(this yr's sports dae seems dull =(...).....
after the comp....ish the heats for relay...i really wanted to run...but too bad i'm the onli one participating for my class....sad...sad..(why cant they be a little more sporty.....=(...haiz....)...maybe not their fault...cos they all think the sec 4 will dominate...i think otherwise...haiz...sadly they dint get my idea....so...i was called upon by my fren to join the 16x200m relay....hahaz....quite glad i can still haf the chance to rrun...me joined 3G...quite happi at tyhe moment cos they all seem to thank me for helping them....aniwae...i really wanted to help...cos at least i can see that they are sporty enuff...(not like my class..but i think next yr they will strive one...=)..)...they did not really haf enuff ppl for the relay...including me...onli 11....so me and a few others had to run...i was assigned the 8th and 15th runner.....hahaz....little did i know it will be so tiring.....
..the relay started....and me...begin to feel nervous....tts the feeling i like....everytime b4 a run...=)...cos did not really experience it during a throw...(i really love running...budden seems very tiring...hahaz...)..then it was my turn to run....i tried to run as fast as i could...fortunately overtaking the first 2 in front....phew....hahaz....when i finished...i was really tired...die die...panting...hahaz,.,,,but still can cope..the worst thing is tt after tt i still haf to run...but when i saw my other fren running 2 times....i tell myself i can do it...and told the others i wasnt tired...(i cannot let dem feel worried..)...shortly after...i hav to run again...i nv expected it to be so tiring...asi i gif it my best shot....i was panting real hard....and i knew i musnt gif up....my ming was getting giddy but...who carez..hahaz...i muz past the baton to the last guy....i used up all m energy for the ast 50m..which seems so long....and endles....
after the run...i was really a tired guy..i shld say....my head giddy...my legs wobbly and my arms tired...haiz....hahaz...feels like vomiting too....the feeling was really unbearable....finally i make it to track rooom...though seriously giddy,,,and unwell...aniwae....(we dint make it to the finals....9th qualifier..haiz...hahaz..)...then...meet some trackers guy...who dint believe i was really ill...haiz...i was really frustrated den cos i was gasping for air..(dis is seriously true....i need to take 3 breaths for my usual one short breath....feels like when one is crying terribly....)..hahaz...though i noe ish not their fault....me usally very happi happi onez....this time was so unbearable....tt i finally vomitted after some desperate struggles...hahaz....felt better afterwards...but the feeling reallly chumz...hahaz.....(dis day many thingss to write...hahaz...)
aftertt...when i got slightly better...my frenz asked me for a bball game....hahaz...actually not their fault...cos i say i can....dun want to be wetblancket...but for the game..i really felt sick and tired..hahaz....after sometimes...finally ended...me still very tired......hahaz..then is the long bus journey home..hahaz...40 mins pluz...sianz....sleep..zzZZ..reach home at normal..dun want my parents to worry bout me...they very man liaoz....hahaz........

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now ish 27th april...
hi to all my first time here...aniwae...juz wanna typee something in it so it doesnt look so blank...at least no one will say i slack....

recalling a week back....
it was 22nd may....a tought day that is...i had my javelin competition...wif my fellow trackers....b4 the comp....no one knew who would win...but i was really troubled den...cos i gort 400m & javeln comp clash...(i can run...dun despise me...hahaz..)....me dunno awd to do...cos...these are the reasons..:

1. me in b div...the jav comp is after the bdiv....so dunno whether to go for the run first
2. my coach told me to throw at least 1 first....cos afraid i might be too tired after the run...
3. i had a back injury...(till now haven recovered yet....=(...)..sad..sad..
4. quite tensed up for the run....cos suddenly some gd runners join in...

hahaz....in the end...it rained....thank GOD...everything's postponed.....hahaz....

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